This is terrible to say but if I just give in to my feelings then I won’t feel good at all.  You must be sick of it by now. I am. Week 24 this week. Roll on November. Maybe an actual live, born, baby will give me the focus I need. Not much really to say today. The health insurance has taken two monthly payments out of our account by accident leaving us broke so I’m feeling even poorer than usual. It’s funny how one small negative event at the beginning of an empty day just sets you up for a low one. I know what I need to do. Go out for a walk. Get out of the house, fresh air etc. Anything to stop me feeling sorry for myself. Went to pilates yesterday and that did the trick. Come on. Snap out of it! I think I’ll report back later when I’m feeling more upbeat. Continue Reading